Stop Denying You
As the wind blows – you stagger and dart – you run this way and that – following the light – hoping to catch it before it is no longer in sight.
You catch a glimpse in the air or out of the corner of your eye – you turn and it is gone.
But you know that the light you seek is not outside of you – it is within you – all waiting to be seen, heard, and loved.
Within you lies this beautiful white lotus flower – glowing light like a soft candle light – even though you do not know it or trust it – it stills loves you and sends you signals hoping beyond hope that someday you with heed its call and follow it to its source – within you.
But still, you look outside yourself for your answers, or I think some of you intentionally ignore me looking for signs not to dive into the light of your own soul. If this is you, why? I ask why? Why do you deny me? Why do you not love me? I love you! I keep you alive – I keep you singing, dancing, smiling, talking, creating but you never tap into the real source of why you feel compelled to do any of that. Instead you take it in small doses and then you run away – run away, and it tears me up inside.
It’s like you do not love me – do you? I am your soul – your creative force – your light within me lies all your clues carefully planned so that you can find your way back to your big picture – your mission for this life. But yet you run and run, farther and farther away it seems. You run to this person and that person – oh you did not like what that one said – so you find someone else. You run from doing one thing to another and to another – never staying still long enough to hear the whisper inside – the “Hello, are you listening?”
In those moments when stillness comes over you – I get excited that this might be my chance for you to hear me, but you run again – this time it is intentional diversion like video games and TV. There is nothing there – can’t you see me waving at you frantically – begging for you to spend 5 minutes with me so I can help you with your pain, struggle, path to happiness, success, peace, and why the hell you are here in the 1st place? I know why and as much as you try to deny it – it will always remain.
You are special. You are loved, but do you love yourself enough to allow yourself to connect to the true you within your soul? This is where you – the you that came to be lies and waits – it is where you will find your answers and your way.
While I love you and always will – know that turning your reflection inward does not come with fluffy unicorns and rainbows – instead I will ask you to face your mirror and start to heal the pains of the past – in this lifetime and the past – so that you can truly step into your soul’s mission – think of it like training before your mission. No one promised that this life would be easy, but the less you resist the easier it can be – but you need to swallow your pride, allow yourself to love yourself enough to face your demons, stop looking to others for permission, and just do it – this is not about deserving – this is about just doing it – because this is what you came here for – no "ifs, and, or buts" about it – so let’s get going – NOW!
Loving Message from Your Soul.